(houston) hail atlantis
king of atlantis.
if you're not going to see death cab for cutie tonight or pauline oliveros tomorrow night, head down to the axiom to see justin, the magic bullets, and various other characters perform their cabaret numbers. i'm putting it here on my blog because justin didn't. i have heard there will be can-can dancers and funny skits.
yesterday was safety and total health day here at nasa. this is a big deal, because safety is nasa's #1 priority. we celebrated it in our building with a safe and healthy pot luck breakfast in our conference room.
at the risk of sounding uber-earnest, i just had a delicious and rare profound moment. it was a moment of simultaneous smallness and hugeness. i was lying on my trampoline watching the eclipse. all the clouds that had been gently drizzling on me suddenly dissipated. before i moved here, i couldn't imagine this, but sometimes i love houston. it's almost november and i can lie in my backyard barefoot in short sleeves and watch the sky. i took a moment to appreciate what i have - i found a perspective that gave me an unexpected and sudden rush. and then i thought about cheezy things like how small i am on my little trampoline on this relatively insignificant planet. and the very next moment brought a feeling of heightened significance and knowledge that i exist. i do treasure these descartian (descartesque? descartesian?) moments. mostly they are moments of pure joy that is independent of all things and unaffected by circumstance. i think of them as little gifts from God. usually these moments inspire music. tonight i think i might just go back outside, watch the rest of the eclipse, get eaten by mosquitos, and then go to sleep. g'night, universe. i love you.
rock 'n' roll is simple. just buy the prodikey and follow these three easy steps. why spend all that money on pro tools? pfft. the prodikey is apparently all i need.
apparently, from time to time in ancient china people beat on mirrors to get the dragon, who had obviously swallowed the moon, to release it back into the sky. it's a good thing they did, too, or we wouldn't have the moon today. crazy dragon. anyway, if you want to view the lunar eclipse with me this week, come on down to the Lunar and Planetary Science Institute from 7-10pm on Wednesday night to see it through the telescope.
from my friend, the good doctor will marshall, earlier today:
it finally came - now my ka10 has a friend and possibly more. i'm thinking life partner. the guy who wrote the ebay ad said that the casio ka10 came with 6 cards, each of which would change the voice on the keyboard. he said one was missing, so i received 5 cards. the cards are just pieces of cardboard with holes cut in them in one or more of four slot locations. justin and i decided to see what would happen if we made up new cards with different configurations. we were rewarded with 5 bonus voices. we're not sure if other humans have ever heard these bonus voices. so in addition to the trumpet, music box, dog bark, old macdonald, and jingle bells voice/demo cards, we discovered (by cutting up cardboard packaging) the official piano voice(probably the original cared #1), a cheezy strings voice, a twinkle twinkle demo song, a lullaby demo song, and then, just when we'd thought it couldn't get any better, a RACECAR sample voice! there is really no end to the joy this instrument can bring. it just kept coming. as we were sitting and enjoying one of our new sounds, suddenly the keyboard next to justin sponaneously burst into song. we started thinking perhaps these keyboards were possessed. but, now with the benefit of a second keyboard for testing, we were able to confirm that these guys will play a song if left on for several minutes. they're pretty smart machines. the demo songs are especially delightful - if you don't touch the keyboard, it plays chords, rhythm, and melody. however, if you start playing, it replaces the melody voice with what you're playing, so you can play along to the song, or just improvise. so yeah...we jammed.
i can tell that entropy thinks it's got the upper hand with me. it thinks it's sooooo powerful. but i think it underestimates me. this weekend i shall blast some mc hawking and finish unpacking the garage from my move in March. expect to see many items from the snook household on ebay next week.
according to a new paper in Nature, two guys with (air quotes) laaaaser beeeeams have measured a heretofore experimentally unconfirmed relativistic effect predicted by two austrian physicists early last century. of course, there are skeptics... most notably, the people involved with the recently launched gravity probe b, a project near and dear to my heart because it's woven into the fabric of my youth. ok that might be an exaggeration, but GPB has sustained many students and faculty in my department at stanford for decades. it was a part of our culture, even if we weren't directly involved with it. we invented mock quals questions about GPB controls systems. we all knew that was where the funding was. it seemed as though GPB had always been there and always would. hundreds of really smart people worked on it and hundreds of millions of dollars were spent building the complicated spacecraft. and then these two guys come along and for next to nothing (according to Nature) shoot laser range finders from the ground and measure the same thing. of course the GPB people are going to be skeptical. who wants to spend nearly a billion dollars and two decades building a spacecraft just to be scooped by laser beams? well, i say the more measurements the merrier. maybe the laser measurements aren't as accurate as they're claiming them to be. we'll see.
i saw a house in the heights today that i think might work better for me than the one i've got in friendswood. this is going to be tricky, but i think i'm going to try to get it.
the question is this:
my dad (carl) and i did the first bit of actual work on my solar system sonification project today. we spent a few hours looking up data (from my grandma's old dictionary (the old-fashioned way)), fiddling with the numbers, and listening to results manually. then carl wrote a little java program to play the pitches, and we continued the brainstorming to determine which astrophysical parameters might best map to which parameters of sound. it was a good way to spend the afternoon. better than the other alternatives, anyway. at some point i'll write up a little summary of the project and vision so i can link to it. maybe you will have brilliant ideas to contribute.
i'm sure i'm not the first to reflect on family, and how odd it is that this particular distinction "family" means that perfect strangers that have almost nothing in common have a reason to treat each other differently from other perfect strangers they might meet elsewhere. family reunions are a sort of window into what it might be like when all people will pretend they're family, and behave toward each other accordingly. (this is assuming that one treats one's family with respect and a certain degree of love and priority.) it is a central baha'i teaching (love/treat all people as if they were your closest and dearest family...but this isn't widely practiced in the world at large yet (and not even practiced very well by me)). it's easy here, though. my family is especially great and family reunions are always fun and entertaining.
"Night hath succeeded day, and day hath succeeded night, and the hours and moments of your lives have come and gone, and yet none of you hath, for one instant, consented to detach himself from that which perisheth. Bestir yourselves, that the brief moments that are still yours may not be dissipated and lost. Even as the swiftness of lightning your days shall pass, and your bodies shall be laid to rest beneath a canopy of dust. What can ye then achieve? " - Baha'u'llah, Gleanings from the Writings of Baha'u'llah, CLI
so i took it back. i decided to get a prius in seaside blue instead. against my own better judgement, i opted for leather seats, despite the incongruity of the vegetarian driving around in an all-cow interior. and against justin's advice, i also opted to get this thing fully loaded, figuring that if i'm going to splurge, i might as well get everything i think i'll use. it was actually justin's final words, "well i'm glad you're getting more or less the car you want" that made me change my mind and pay the extra (too much) money for the onboard navigation and bluetooth phone option. it is due to arrive in 4-6 months. sad that people who want to do their part for the environment have to pay so much extra money and wait for half a year to get their car, while if i wanted to buy a huge duelie or a tricked out hummer, i could get it today. sigh.
yesterday morning, as i ate my breakfast, i wondered if i am the only person ever to eat grape nuts with nutella and vanilla soy milk.
since i'm a government worker, today is a "holiday," but is it not the most bogus holiday ever? everyone knows (or should know) that columbus didn't discover america - he just happened upon it accidentally while looking for treasures and riches. neither was columbus, from what i can tell, a particularly admirable individual. however, as pointed out in an open letter from a Native American group in 1994, "The issue of Coumbus and Columbus Day is not easily resolvable by dismissing Columbus, the man." i think instead of having columbus day, we should just have a second martin luther king day. or perhaps a gandhi day. or at the very least, how about a national holiday that honors native americans rather than celebrates their oppression and extermination? in protest and in anticelebration of this holiday, i will work extra hard today and will remember those whose lives, cultures, and worlds were destroyed so i could be here and have this day off.
i'm fighting the wrong battles at the wrong time in the wrong place. i am pretty sure this was the right place with at least some of the right battles when i moved here. but i'm increasingly convinced that it's time to move on. not in a small way, but in a big scary way. i want to be in a totally different world. and not just the world i can pretend i'm in when i go into the studio. i've never been antsier or more ready. i'm looking for the path that will take me to my real future. right now i'm living future of my past, the path to which i created when i was 16. it's not all that. i've arrived completely, and it's not the right future. notwithstanding that this is the path leading to "astronaut," it all leaves me thinking, "so what?"
we went over to claire and john paul's house last night to watch the second presidential debate. not only is claire a brilliant hostess with yummy spinach and artichoke dip and other snacks, but there were various things available to hurl at the TV when something unsavory was being said. turns out that was a lot. we shot dart guns and rubber bands. justin was pretty handy with the gun. it was great fun. the thing that keeps standing out in my mind each time i watch one of the debates is how acceptable it is (for both candidates) to talk about killing people. well, killing terrorists. it's the first presidential race that i can remember so much talk about killing. us killing them, that is. of course, i wasn't really conscious during some of history's more intense wartimes. is this a new thing, or am i just suddenly hyper aware of it? it's disturbing. sure, terrorists are bad, and terrorism needs to be addressed...but why is the number one approach simply snuffing them out and killing them. it seems so hollywood and simplistic.
last night, while justin and i watched the vice-presidential debate on video, i dyed my hair black. only it sorta turned out blue. so now i have blue hair. which is fine with me. blue is even better than black, i reckon. and i've never had blue hair before. i tried to capture it with my camera here at my desk, but it just looks black. i'll have to post the picture later today.
"O ye two believers in God! The Lord, peerless is He, hath made woman and man to abide with each other in the closest companionship, and to be even as a single soul. They are two helpmates, two intimate friends, who should be concerned about the welfare of each other.
my favorite time of day is the half hour before the half hour before sunrise. the time when the sky is still dark but you can feel that the dawn is coming. i like it whether i've been up all night and haven't gone to bed yet or if i'm getting up early for some reason. being awake at that time of day feels like you're in on a really great secret.
i'm taking a time out. i've called in sick for the rest of the week and i'm just going to focus on getting myself out of this funk. i need to find my spunk. i think it might be in the garage somewhere.
happy birthday to one of my favorite world leaders of all time.
a tornado is reported to have hit near my house yesterday as i was driving home. when i got there, a couple of my french doors were standing open and the plastic covers over the flourescent lights in the kitchen had been blown out. there were also three leaves and a couple small puddles of water on the kitchen floor. this was the only damage, and it seemed pretty strange. it looked like there had been a sudden pressure change, not a gust of wind. the power was out until about 1:30am. not very dramatic. however, the marble-sized hail and rain while driving home was.
Burt Rutan has been one of my heros since college. In a few minutes he and his team may win the X-Prize. My friends are assembled in the desert to watch. I'll be watching on TV from Houston. Wish I could be there. Go little spaceship, go!
little pieces of the sun (OK, atoms) are coming soon to my building at JSC.