(dc n 174 p 8) justification

today my main task here at work is to justify my existence. i've been trying to figure out why i have been avoiding this task. i'm pretty sure it's because deep down i don't think my existence here (at hq) or anywhere else is fundamentally justifiable. perhaps my subconscious belief that i don't belong here is running my life way more than i like to think. i read a study once that described how some big percentage of apparently "successful" people don't think they should be where they are, think they just got lucky, or somesuch. if anyone knows where i can find this study, let me know.